Hollow

25 - cis - she/her/hers or they/them/theirs
Queer, ace, survivor.

I suffer from PTSD, depression and anxiety, as well as several bone diseases that cause me chronic pain and disfigurement.
I am a survivor of abusive relationships and rape.

This whole blog has a trigger warning as I write about my experiences attempting to recover from what I can and live with what I can't.

grey-violet:

thorin-and-twerkteam:

emotional abuse is when someone does something to hurt you, and when you express your feelings, that you’re upset, they turn it around to be something you did to hurt them and they force you to apologize for it, and your feelings, like always, are rendered invalid and silenced, forever damaging the ability to trust others with your feelings because they always are used against you.

this is important because so many people don’t know this

(via jessicaisweird)

medievalpoc:

Math and Science Week!

aseantoo submitted to medievalpoc:

David Unaipon

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David Unaipon (1872-1967) was an Australian Aboriginal inventor, preacher and writer.

Nicknamed the Australian Leonardo da Vinci, he provisionally patented 19  inventions, but was unable to afford to get any of them fully patented. He also came up with ideas for a helicopter design based on the boomerang, researched the polarisation of light and tried to create a perpetual motion machine.

(via purpleprison)

consulting-space-hunter:

srsfunny:

Black Leopard’s Reaction When He Sees His Favorite Zoo Keeper

parkour into your mommas lap, this is true love

consulting-space-hunter:

srsfunny:

Black Leopard’s Reaction When He Sees His Favorite Zoo Keeper

parkour into your mommas lap, this is true love

(via cannon-fannon)

spicyshimmy:

has anyone done these yet or

(via thegeekyturtlegirl)

tubooks:

weneeddiversebooks:

#WeNeedDiverseBooks summer reading series! If you liked Beka Cooper: Terrier by Tamora Pierce, try Hammer of Witches by Shana Mlawski because if you love high fantasy set in medieval worlds that challenges stereotypes, you’ll love Hammer of Witches!

We love tamorapierce's books (who doesn't?), and we know you'll love diving into Shana Mlawski's world of 15th-century Spain, too.

tubooks:

weneeddiversebooks:

#WeNeedDiverseBooks summer reading series! If you liked Beka Cooper: Terrier by Tamora Pierce, try Hammer of Witches by Shana Mlawski because if you love high fantasy set in medieval worlds that challenges stereotypes, you’ll love Hammer of Witches!

We love tamorapierce's books (who doesn't?), and we know you'll love diving into Shana Mlawski's world of 15th-century Spain, too.


CHEYENNE SOPHIA
i’ve never heard anyone talk about sex in a way i understand and i’m interested in making everything in my life platonic because trying to envision myself in my own past sexual experiences is tiring and nauseating 

CHEYENNE SOPHIA

i’ve never heard anyone talk about sex in a way i understand and i’m interested in making everything in my life platonic because trying to envision myself in my own past sexual experiences is tiring and nauseating 

(Source: fleeten, via im-just-a-girl-who-likes-comedy)

More depression shit. Not important, just writing.

I also kind of feel like I have a lot to say about stuff, but I don’t. I just have a lot of vague feelings.

I don’t entirely know how I feel, because its like all my feelings are out of focus and a fair distance away. I know I feel *something* important but it’s disconnected from me. 

All I’ve got is a dull ache vague grief.

Today my partner was cuddling my cats and I felt a sense of relief because I know he would look after them.
and I realised I don’t really think I’m going to be around.  Its just hard to really imagine the future existing for me. Like, the idea of even waking up tomorrow is so alien, let alone being alive next week to bother making plans for it. I can’t convince myself that there is anything there, just a big empty space like I’ve reached the end of the calendar.

Like looking back into space and knowing there is a certain point at which it began and we can’t see any further into the past, I can’t see any further into my future. It feels finite. 

It’s not frightening or worrying. Or at least I don’t think it is. It’s hard to feel any strong emotion about anything really.
Just lots of vagueness and apathy.

But that’s where I kind of am. Floating on a sea of no future and no fucks left to give.

lokincest:

One day the Avengers come back to the tower and realize someone broke in so Tony checks the security footage and its 24 minutes of Deadpool singing Fergilicious while making an inhuman amount of pancakes and then at the end of the video he takes all of these hundreds of pancakes and leaves and they’re all just like wtf and when they go to bed their beds are all lined with pancakes.

(via robertdickheadjr)

jedavu:

ONEQ is a very talented artist based in Okinawa, Japan.

Her work as an illustrator includes a variety of genre such as magazine artwork, DVD cover art, apparel and clothing art, and manga illustrations.

(via colourdgirlswithink)

rosaparking:

blowmeonelastkiss:

fashion is a lifestyle, it’s a choice. it’s a freedom of expression. you have to live it, you have to love it. you have to breathe it. life’s all about love and glamour

Im so scared

/laughs till i vomit

rosaparking:

blowmeonelastkiss:

fashion is a lifestyle, it’s a choice. it’s a freedom of expression. you have to live it, you have to love it. you have to breathe it. life’s all about love and glamour

Im so scared

/laughs till i vomit

(Source: jaidefinichon, via im-just-a-girl-who-likes-comedy)